IS IT SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME OR WITH THIS WORLD? - THAT I CAN'T OR DON'T KNOW HOW TO ALWAYS BE HAPPY?

THE ANSWER IS:

BOTH

CURRENTLY THIS WORLD + PLANET EARTH - IS CONTINUOUSLY UNDER INFLUENCE/SIEGE - BY DARK AND RED ENERGIES - WHICH ARE THE BASIS OF SADNESS,FEAR (DARK) AND ANGER(RED).

THESE ENERGIES WRAP AND INFLUENCE OUR HEAVENLY SOUL IN THE AREA OF OUR HEART + WHICH IS MADE OF PURE LIGHT + IS MADE OF THE HIGHEST POSITIVE VIBRATIONS.

THE DARK AND RED - OPPOSITE COLORS/VIBRATIONS - FOR OUR HEAVENLY SOUL - MAKES US FEEL THE WAY WE WOULD NEVER NORMALLY FEEL + WHEN OUR SOUL WAS STILL IN HEAVEN - WE NEVER KNEW THAT THESE LOW VIBRATIONS EXISTED.

ALL THIS IS BECAUSE OF DUALITY IN THE UNIVERSE = AS WE HAVE LIGHT, SO WE HAVE DARKNESS - AS WE HAVE CREATION, SO THERE IS ALSO DESTRUCTION.

WE WERE ALL BORN IN THIS WORLD + WITH A PURPOSE/MISSION TO FULFILL + SO WE CAN CHANGE IT FOR BETTER + TO CHANGE ITS DIRECTION + FROM NEGATIVITY AND DESTRUCTION + TO POSITIVITY AND CREATION.

IF WE ARE NOT FOLLOWING OUR MISSION - WE FEEL EMPTY, SAD AND INCOMPLETE.

THE TRUE SOURCE OF ETERNAL HAPPINESS + IS IN OUR MISSION.

FOLLOW YOUR SOUL AND YOU WILL FIND YOUR MISSION AND YOU WILL FIND YOUR EVERLASTING HAPPINESS.